Thursday, March 30, 2006
im bacckkk...n a private message for someone
hi hello ola...
havent posted anything for a very very long time.. been very busy with work.. i cant believe that i worked almost 24hrs the last weekend.. and when i thot i can rest a bit there come tons of things to do... all with tight deadline.. in time to come.. ill be the dead one...
aniways shitty things happening at work...haiz... too much happened that i cant be bothered to actually explain it.. only im feeling so drained...so darn tired... cant sleep all the time...mind working 24/7..people in office is too much...i bordering on hate...i don hate people easily but my God, this person really tests my patience... i just wish i can shout back at this person and get it over and done with.. i hate feeling like this...
the only thing and the only person that i can gain comfort from in my pwince.. after a hard day at work, i will always come back to my pwince...a reassuring hug and a good crying and things will seem a little better.... the only p erson that i can talk to these days... the only person who can cheer me up at the end of the day... dunno wat i would do without him.. my pwince is the best person in the world... always there for me.. always there to support me..
on to another topic... while one person chanced upon my writings on the wall, i too had the opportunity to read her thoughts... if she were to read my writings on the wall again, i would like to say something to her....
my dear girl, 4 years may be a long time.. but it doesnt mean a lifetime...we may have had a history together.. we may have lived together once before...but as your fren rightly put it.. history is for the past...whats more important is the future.. and the future is yours.. in your hands to create... together with him...while i belong in the past, do not feel threatened or over whelmed... you noe in your heart that he loves you truly...what you have now can never be compared with what we had in the past... cos you noe what.. i think what the two of you have now is something much more beautiful and meaningful to the both of you... please understand... i do love him still... but i promise you... from the bottom of my heart i do not wish to take wat you have away from you.. im just the menace from the past... thats all...i do hope that you get a chance to read this entry...i truly wish the both of you all the best...im happy to see him finally found someone...and im happy to see him happy....sincerely....please do not think that my entry is to further antagonise you.. just hope that i can help to put your mind at ease... dont noe how else i can do it.. well... gotta sign off now.. getting really tired... got work early in the morning.. got things to do...haiz.... life sucks sometimes...
Darnisha â¥
1:39 AM
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