Monday, May 26, 2008
and so it shall be
initially thought that i would not be using this blog space...but i think i shall still keep this for my deepest thoughts.....im getting married this saturday...the closer i get to the date....the more uncertain i feel...actually i dun even know how i feel...dunno how to feel...dunno what i should be feeling....at times it feels like im making the GRAVEST mistake of my life....at times it feels good....at times i just dunno...had the opportunity to spend some time with my dear bestie....and a new person in the scene...i felt a sense of regret...regret that im getting married in a week...i want more time with these lovely people...i missed my life....went to attica with my dear bestie and some friends....oh gosh...how i missed it....not so much of the boozing...the dancing...the mingling around....the partying....i missed my life...and im gonna miss it more....yah i consciously gave it up when i decided to sell my life away....but i still miss it....i want more time....i miss my life....not sure if im ready to face the challenge....not sure if i would be ultimately happy...a princess warrior said "hey you got a good catch....congrats...he's cute".....ermmm not sure how i feel abt that, dear...hahahaha...considering u are actually wat...eyeing him ehhh?...hahaha...things are gonna be soooo different....yah it will fall into place...im moving on...but at the same time does it have to be a choice?...cant it be a compromise??...does it have to be one way or the other?....its hard....did i make that choice?....am i happy with that choice?...am i ready to face the consequences of the choice that i have made?.....honestly at this point i am not sure....yes...im getting married in 5 days.....but im looking back....am i gonna regret this decision?...is it too late now?
Darnisha â¥
12:31 PM
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Monday, May 12, 2008
its party nite
wonderful wonderful night....had a blast....the night started out really early...picked my darling brother up at three...had ice-cream at uber-sexy Singapore Flyer heeeee....not ur normal ice-cream...its italian gelato only...after some errand-runnings in the middle, proceeded to Cafe Iguana for dinner....stuffed ourselves on quesedilla, nachos, something else...cant remember what bro ate....we shared a jug of Frozen Raspberry margarita.....was not as nice as their mango or strawberry....we contemplated getting the mango once we done with the first jug....the problem is...once we done with the first jug...first we were too stuffed to get more...second, we were both starting to talk nonsense....hahahahaso then we waited for jef and dan....before proceeding to attica too...for a jangan-marah private function...hehe...some invitation for their fourth year anniversary masquerade party...but of cos we didnt come with masks....malas....so then we were waiting for some fashion show to start...more things to drink...after third glass of white wine, i think i was by then a little drunk....fashion show was a little disappointing...made my way through the crowd to get to the toilet....when i came back from the toilet,....that was when the party really started....ppl started dancing...dan especially....oooooh there was a lot of dancing....there was a lot of grinding....hiakzzzz....a whole lot of that.....bro got a little action on the dance floor....was so funny tho...cos the guy first started dancing with one of our girl friends...then started dancing with bro....fuuuuuuhhh hotness i tell u.....sampai kaki cramp nyahhhhh..... but then....thing is...the guy look sooo familiar...hmmm i wonder where we met him....hmmmmm oh and i actually met someone else from my past....strangely, no feeling when i saw that person....oh well....i had fun...sooooo much fun.....was wonderful for them to come together for me....love u all.....thanks again for coming together...
Darnisha â¥
11:56 AM
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