Monday, January 16, 2006
life's precious
pwince is much better now... Thank God... was really worried and afraid that i was gonna lose my pwince 4eva.. the worst is over... but my fear is that it will come agn.. wat if pwince is really pushed too far that my pwince cant take it anymore... wat if i wasnt there to talk pwince out of it.. fear...anxiety...fear...anxiety... everytime i look into pwince's eyes, i feel the fear of losing my pwince...asked "r u still thinking of killing urself?".. "please don't talk abt it now..i don't want to talk abt that now", pwince said...everytym i hug pwince, i don wanna let go.. fear...anxiety...
..........will do my best to stand by and support my pwince thru those difficult times....
aniwaes... more updates on my life... finally gotten ard to registering for my bike license...FINALLY!!!.... cant wait to start...agn.. fear...anxiety... fear i will fall ..knowing me.. i think ill fall...haa well... lets just wait and see as it comes... life is precious.. make the most of it... livin' la vida loca...
Darnisha â¥
1:23 AM
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