Thursday, June 22, 2006
back.. for good...
Haiz....
life at times is shit... really shitty... cant handle the ups and downs... feel like leaving it all behind sometimes... but hey who the hell am i kidding.. im aint ready for the next life yet... one thing for sure... pwince is back in my life... but is it for the better.. im not quite sure... honestly.. i dun even noe what the hell is wrong with me... pwince came back.. and im wishing he didnt... wat the hell... im one crazy bitch... have no god-damn clue what in the effing world is wrong with me... disappointment engulfed my heart.. tho not able to relate it to anyone... hurt and fear overpowering me...love is nowhere to be found...calmness is a thing of the past... still unable to sleep.. lie wide awake evry nite.. and it had nothing to do with football or soccer... just cant sleep.. tho not wide awake enuf to do anything but to lie helplessly on the stupid bed.... mind awandering all the time.. not thinking abt anything in particularly but at the same time thinking of so many things that i cant even remember what in the world i was thinking about... life is just shit
Darnisha â¥
1:51 PM
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