Wednesday, June 14, 2006
its not over
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sigh* * sigh*.... my baby finally messaged me today...after three days of silence.. well technically not three days considering the fact that i cheated and called baby yesterday... but felt relieved that the silence is over.. tho i noe that the worse is not over.. i have the strange feeling that baby still feel the hurt from my actions... and i think that B is just forcing itself to message me... whatever it is i hope to take things one at a time and not push B too far and totaly lose it for good... cant be complacent tho... this episode is really far from over.. and i will not rest till the moment i can hug b agn..in any case, i will do my best not to repeat my stupidity again... ah well... thats easier said than done.. considering my bimboness... considering my idiocy...this might happen again.. but when it happens.. i guess i must be prepared to let go... no matter how hard it may be.. i must let go... anyway..went out with some frens yesterday... had a good laugh... they were all trying to matchmake me with some guy... they dunno about my pwince... some 29-yr old guy who works in an oil-rig as a diver... apparently he is a good catch... earning big-bucks and all... potential to earn bigger bucks... good-looking and all... wat went thru my mind is if he is tat eligible why is he not taken as yet... scepticism seeps through my entire being.. my frens were excited at the prospect of me and him meeting and all but i just cant get into that mode.. dunno y... just felt that something is not right... of cos you idiot... the whole time you were thinking of your baby... *sigh*... too bad guys.. have to pass on that for the time being i guess...heavy burden lifted off my shoulders.....
Darnisha â¥
6:32 PM
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