Monday, November 20, 2006
stars above.....
and by stars i do not mean the recent Tom-Kat wedding which is filled with all the glitz and glamour of their world....:)by stars i mean...stars in the sky sorta thing...let me put this as disclaimer...i do not believe in astrology and horoscopes....i do read them... purely for its entertainment value...which is why i would read it at the end of the day... i feel that if a person reads it at the beginning of the day, at times, the events of the day might play out in exactly the same way.. cos subconsciously determined by our own actions... if i read it at the end of the day, my feel is that i could judge how much crap these readings can be and how much it can turn out to be so accurate at times....the past few days my readings have been to wait and see what happens... a valuable piece of information will be uncovered which will make it easier to determine my next course of action....kinda wondering what it means...in my heart of hearts, kinda know what its pointing towards...but am i ready to embrace the reality of it?.. Am i ready to make a decision and stand by it?...am i strong enough... honestly im not quite sure... someone close is going through some tough times with his family...as such every little thing i do can lead to a really huge argument... eg...i called and called...like every few minutes...i fully understand that can be REALLY irritating when you're not in the mood... the problem is... i kinda need some reassurance from this person...some soothing words...some tender, loving care would have been really nice... when i don get it the first time around, i press on...seeking for it... pushing for it... im pushed to the brink...not on any other front...but at work...im feeling so tired... i miss him....miss the times when i will come back home from work and he is there...always there to give me the comforting hug that i need... right now i just feel so alone... since i cant get the physical hugs, i crave for the emotional support...i crave for the sweet nothings... but all i get is the harsh reality dat pushes the separation between us as wide as the Pacific Ocean... Im asleep when he's at work... when i go to work, he's sleeping...i love you...even when i'm sleepingwhen i close my eyes, you're everywhere..
Darnisha â¥
7:17 PM
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