Saturday, November 04, 2006
u mad......
y did you not reply my msg? Does dat mean dat u are angry with me or you don want to be associated with me anymore...isn't it?This is a rough translation and interpretation of the note that i received at 3 am. Where did this relationship start to go horribly wrong?... oh yeah i remember now...was the point where he started talking abt settling down...and then took it all back...made me feel like something mattered...and then took it all back.... brought me up high with hopes and dreams...and from the highest point in the sky dropped me...and took it all back... his favourite line...."was just joking"told him to leave me alone...told him to give me time to cool off...told him that i cant face him anymore without having the vile feeling of hurt and betrayal coming up to the surface... leaves a bad aftertaste in the mouth... how do i explain this to someone who doesnt seem to understand a single thing abt feelings or emotions...someone who thinks its alrite to say all those things and not meaning it...someone who feels that i should not be affected by all those things which he didnt mean in the first place...why do ppl say wat they don mean...why are they such vile creatures...i still hate him...and i will continue to hate him for as long as he bothers me....so LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!.. DONCHA GET IT ALREADY...sidetracking from the crap from the close encounter with the third kind...a reminder to my married frenzz...don't get too comfortable in your marital status...you do not know what will happen in the future... don't be too cocky...do not forget wat happened previously in your life....you may be married NOW...but it certainly does not mean that you will stay married...anything can happen...anything and everything... and wat gives man...just cos you are married, does that mean that you know all there is to know abt relationships... seeing yourself fit to give others advice on what to avoid and what to look out for...please deh....life is not perfect...life will never be perfect here on this earth...here in this world filled with imperfections... if you believe yourself to be truly happy...then so be it...ges wat...with all the comings and goings in my life... im still happy with my marital status...i m happy ....so IN YOUR FACE!!!!!..
Darnisha â¥
12:43 PM
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