Friday, December 29, 2006
its finally over
and it hurts like hell.........
the thing that has been going around and around for the past few months..should i end it should i not...the event has finally came to pass...its over... i do not know if i should be feeling relief since im now free....but wat i know for sure is that i feel like my heart's been ripped apart... torn to pieces... "don't be in a relationship if you cant handle the pain" dats wat he said to me.. he's right to a certain extent.... i can handle the pain...but just give me time...
giving him all the credit, it ended rather amicably. we are still friends..he vowed to be the best buddies...said that we were better as buddies...how long more you want to go on with this he said...i cant expect you to give the commitment when im not able to do the same..i cant give you wat you need... sometimes you cant always get what you want..the longer we prolong this relationship the harder it would be..it has to end..sooner or later..so why drag it on...its better this way...physically together without the commitment...i dont belong to you and you dont belong to me...
my heart hurts...i mean it physically hurts...stabbing pain...
my head hurts...spinning and spinning...
my eyes hurts...from all the crying...
yeah it did end well...dat was after the screaming, the yelling, the crying (on my part)...but it did end....wat hurts most was that the love is gone on his part...he couldnt even say he loves me..he said he does but he would rather not say...said that wat matters most is whats in the heart...
so there...goodbye 2006...hello 2007...may the coming year be a better one...cos this year sure is shit....
Darnisha â¥
9:50 AM
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