Friday, January 26, 2007
wat it leads to.....
life has a funny way to working itself out....at one moment you can be on the highest high...the next moment the lowest low...
friendship....more often than not...is taken for granted...
those friends who may mean the world to me...may not be the best for me...those friends who are not always around but there when you need them are the ones to cherish...but wat do i have to do in return for these friends?..what would be good enough? does hurting my own heart to grant them happiness gives me happiness in the end...light at the end of the tunnel sorta thing...im not sure anymore...ive grown not to care...but it mite be misconstrued as me taking my friends for granted.... they will always be in my heart no matter wat...but lately, i could feel myself getting a little bit sensitive...always thinking that some friends out there are not happy with me...when they do not answer a call....when they cancel dates....i dunno y im getting a little wee bit sensitive.... and i do not like it at all...
relationship....for most of the times...expectations are higher on others than on self...
expectations on partners may differ too.. things are never easy...its never simple...some people can take shit from a person....but tolerance level is really low on another person...
so how do we make our lives perfect?...it is up to us...and we choose whether we want it to be perfect.. we cannot choose how we feel but we can choose how we deal with it.. emotions comes naturally in my opinion...it mite be something subconscious...it just comes and you noe its there...hurt, pain, sorrow, happiness, joyful, .... but how you choose to deal with it makes the world of difference...
lately ive chosen to deal with it with something potent...wat a little bit of vodka and tequila can do to you....forget those worries....with my short term memory...once im sober, im out of the rut cos i cant remember why i got depressed in the first place...i noe its not the best way to handle situations...but its the best way for me i guess...for the moment...
Darnisha â¥
11:14 AM
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