Monday, February 26, 2007
aNd tHe cONfuSiOn sETs iN.....
thus the confusion sets in yet again in my mind...
confusion...what and why?....thot everything was more or less settled....ya noe...gotten over it...taken it to the next step....the pwince of my heart...now and forever my soul...part of my life...tho not part of me...we vowed to be frens forever....frens we are.. we are currently at the stage where we are very comfortable with each other..comfortable enough for it not to hurt when he mentions his new gf...but not comfortable yet for him not to be hurt when i mention ian....
spent time with him yesterday....he messaged me a couple of days back...asking why ive been quiet not contacting him...told him was busy with work...so yesterday was to make up for the time...we had a nice time talking... just talking...he was extra "manja" with me... leaning on me...wat shocked me the most was when he grabbed me from behind...squeezed me tightly in his embrace..and kissed my forehead...then while waiting for cab to go to east coast, he hugged me again...tightly...
another thing that shocked the living daylights out of me is when he called me "B, pass the cigarettes"....my reply was "huh? wat did u call me?" and he said "oh cannot call u B anymore eh?"....
wat does all this mean?...he was evidently upset when i mentioned ian...he even said the current girlfriend is just for show...that he appreciates and sayang me more...wat does it mean....what is he saying...what does he want...
the confusion sets in again........
Darnisha â¥
8:02 PM
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