Monday, February 12, 2007
in love
with love?...with the idea of being in love...the feelings involved with being in love...im not sure where im standing at this point im precariously hanging over a ledge...on the verge of falling in the abyss...world of the unknown...i do not know where the path leads me..i do not know where it ends...fear of the unknown gripping meshould i proceed..should i stay or should i go... i remembered having this same argument earlier...same argument...different subjects... same crossroads...different characters....torn between two people...between two lives...each way i turn there will be heart breakingthe story is....i met this person...he's nice, really sweet, attentive...tho abit d-oh......there is this other person...he's sexy, suave, a total gentleman......however, with both of these men, the history is less than desirable...the other thing is the sexy guy is someone i want to pursue...but not currently pursuing me... i know i have the nice guy in my hands already by now... but there is nothing better than a conquest...the challenge it involves...the nice guy though i noe i have him.. i fear him more.... falling too darn fast...im not understanding it...the other thing is being with the nice guy will cause some shifts in the family dynamics...shld i be selfish?...should i be kind?...should i think abt myself?...or about others?...fear of the unknown enveloping my entire being....fear......
Darnisha â¥
5:47 PM
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