Monday, February 05, 2007
missing someone or something.....
was out with my best fwen last few days...had a conversation with her abt love and falling in love and all that... i admit it was such a depressing topic...and both of us ended up in a state of reflection where we just sat and contemplated on our lives
upon reflection, i realised that i can be rather high maintenance...in terms of emotional needs..i expect quite alot from my partners...expect them to totally understand me...not giving them the space to breathe or make mistakes....
today at the office...heard a song that my pwince had dedicated to me when we were still together...previously, hearing dat song did not affect me...but today, when the song came on the radio i actually had to shut my ear... couldnt hear it...couldnt take it...wat song...its the fauzie laily selalu song...it means even no matter how far away he is, he always has me in his thoughts....thats wat pwince said to me previously....i didnt think i could be dat affected by it as i was just now... i had to shut my ears to stop myself from crying...i didnt cry tho but was so close to tears....
it dawned on me...my relationship with pwince meant a lot to me...i love him....much more than anyone before... i still love him a lot....and i miss him so much... miss being in his arms...miss having him around to tell me off when needs be...to love me when i need it...no one understands me as much as he did....and i doubt anyone will have as much impact on my life as much as pwince did...
or do i just miss the being in love bit?.....being loved and having the attention and care from someone?....
Darnisha â¥
8:36 PM
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