Monday, March 19, 2007
impending disasters...
Marriagehave always thought of marriages as disasters..nothing much has happened in the last few months that has changed my mind..however i will proudly say dat i am more willing to take the step..to take a risk, take a chance make a change and break away from dat..speaking of marriages..heard down the pipeline of someone's impending marriage..on the 7th April to be exact...070407 good date y'all... how do i feel abt it? ..congratulations are in order..kinda feel weird when i heard... keep thinking of things past...however its good that he has finally found the person to settle down with...i wish you both all the happiness in the world...oh and dun worry abt the invitations, i wouldnt go even if i was invited....not that im bitter abt it or anything, i just dun think its appropriate you noe...unless i was frens with the bride prior to the ceremony or something like dat..honestly im not being bitter about it at all..more marriage news......IM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!....hahahaha.... dat would definitely give a shocker to you all...an lightling bolt of electric shock..more accurate would be...ive shared with you guys abt ian..time for more sharing...kinda getting this feeling in my heart that this is it for me...yah yah...hit a few stumbling blocks earlier along the way but most of it has been straightened out..including if you were wondering the other bits of chemistry...its not the flowers that did it for me...he sent a bouquet of roses to me once...but dats not it...he's just a rock...absorbing my hits and punches...takes everything in....but not discounting the fact that he is his own mind and will fight back when needs to....told him once that he shouldnt give in to me all the time..he said he will give in when he noes its not his fight....he is now accepting me for who i am..initially he has had some troubles with it..i still find him controlling me at times...but he is able to let go slowly...i realise it stemmed from the fact that he is unsure abt how i felt..now dat he is more sure, he is able to let go a little...if not i would just tell him off...been a little crazy and pushing him to the limits of his endurance...but he has been able to take it all in....so lets see where it goes...but from the looks of things... mite be goin quite far....
Darnisha â¥
7:24 PM
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