Monday, April 16, 2007
JAHAT!!!
dats the word used on me recently...sebab kau jahat!!!...set me back a few hundred paces...where did i go wrong...what have i done wrong?...y is it that someone so close to me can label me as such?...y is it that my own family views me as such...taking on an outsider's point of view instead?..
as i sat crying into my plate of rice, i was thinking to myself...i fought so hard for my relationships...i didnt deserve this...i dont deserve this...not from her at least...wasnt the first time she said dat to me...brushed it off the first time round...thinking that its just her being the person she is...but she said it again...this time it seemed to be with more malice...dats how i felt at least...
i admit i wasnt serious and playing ard when i was 20...wasnt ready for a serious relationship...but i fought blood, sweat and tears for the previous one...but it still doesnt seem to matter...its still not good enuf....
dia ok...kau tu yg tak ok...kau kan jahat...
Darnisha â¥
9:01 PM
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