Monday, June 04, 2007
HURT
You do not feel the hurt that i feel...u dun understand wat i had to do...i had to do what i had to do so that you will leave...so that we will break up...one fine day, you will understand why i had to do what i did....it hurts when i find out you were with him...hurts when i noe your family and friends can accept him...hurts when i noe they can accept your relationship with him and not ours...hurts when i noe that you are happy and moving on with him...it has left a great impact on me...dun u worry about it..i shall face it...this is my destiny..i shall face the pain with the little strength that i have left...what i dun understand is why now...why is it that he comes up and tells me all this now... what about the other girl that he was with?..what was that about? dun tell me that it was all an act to push me away...LIAR!!!!!!.....im not stupid...im not dumb...its not like ive only known you yesterday... please larhhhh i believe that you should treat me with more respect than that...are you trying to play the emotional card on me... do u think its gonna work? i dun think so...im the QUEEN of playing up the emotional games....do u think you can come up against that? but at the same time...i noe why he's feeling this way..suddenly felt like he will totally lose me...previously he noes that im always and will always be there at his beck and call as and when he needs me...but now, there will always be times where im not going to be around...not as free as i used to be with my time for him...i totally noe that he feels lost...but at the same time i feel that its not fair that my life has to be placed on hold just for him....its not fair that i have to sacrifice my time for him...
Darnisha â¥
7:36 PM
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